Heart to Nowhere

Well it's hard to look deep into his soul, not everything she'll find will be perfect gold. She knows that her heart is no way strong enough to bare the sorrow that love brings. When will their heartbeats fall into line and the click-clack of their boot heels beat out the same time? And though She doesn't know his real name, his real age, or his shoe size. She will leave this bedroom chair, and this keyboard behind and though it kills her to know that when he is through, he goes to his real lover who'll put real kisses on him and this lonely heart has no use left for living. After finding her love in a heart so unpermitting, now she looks at love like being stabbed in the heart, their torture each other from day to day and then one day they are part. Most of the time it's misery but there's some joy at the start, for that she'd say it's worth it, just use a blade that's short and sharp on her. She means if love is just a game then how come it's no fun, if love is just a game how come she've never won. She guesses maybe it's possible She might be playing it wrong and that's why every time she rolls the dice she always come undone.








Credit by: Noah And The Whale

Ted Mosby says,

Sometimes, things have to fall apart to make way for better things. And then we agreed to go back to normal. I’m starting to wonder if we could have a really ‘just be friends’. Sometimes hours can feel like minutes; and sometimes a single second can last a lifetime. Sometimes love means taking a step back.If you care about somebody, you should want them to be happy even if you wind up being left out. I remember how she makes me feel, I just don’t completely remember her. It’s like I’m trying to preserve something that’s already gone.

Repost: Ghea Sagita's tumblr.

The 4th Trademark Market 2nd-5th May 2013!

The biggest Local Brand Party is back in town! The 4th Trademark Market is back with different concept and it's time for Carnaval! It was my fist time for being a volunteer on this event. I was really curious to work on such a big event like this, I really want to involve so I asked Editha if they were still need a volunteer don't hesitate to contact me. So, I was so lucky because they contacted me right away. I become a Assistant Promotion and Media Partner so Editha was my boss.

Trademark Market is well-known as an emporium of unique products. So, all the tenants sells a local brand and it mostly made by Young Local Designers and Entrepreneurs. More than 90 booths were participating and there were also local bands and DJs who performing in this event.

Trademark Market Day 1, from 3-6pm is only allowed for the invitation holder and for public start from 7-10pm. I can't believe from 3-6 pm it reached 900 people with invitation who came to The Trademark Market and It was getting crazy when it the gate was opened for public, people even had to queue to get in.

baby giraffe and little puppy 

Trademark Market is not only for fashion stuff, There were a yummy food, urban furniture and accessories

Met this cute little boy who hold dinosaur action figures to play with.

Trademark Market dudes!

Trademark Market 2013 has just finished, hope I could still be participating on the next event!

After 5 Years Of Waiting

So, I had another dream-comes-true moment. After 5 years of waiting The Kooks, watching all over their video on Youtube and I would be so freaking happy if I could see them live and yes, last night it just happened. 

So, at the first time I wanted to see them in Singapore when they were hold a concert there on July 2012, but miracle didn't work that way. My friend and I had a feeling, we're sure that they will held a concert in Indonesia someday. And miracle just happened on us this year, I heard that there will be some festival on April and they're inviting The Radio Dept, Delphic and The Kooks to perform! see, how miracle does exist! 

Last night, Luke was so damn sexy. I couldn't stand properly, his voice made my knees feel so weak.  I still can't believe what I saw last night, they were singing in front of me for God's sake! and yes I shed tears, it was my tears of happiness.

(the best picture that I could took with my phone's camera. pardon the resolution)

Zodiac Rules The World.

Do you believe in Zodiac? I mean not literally believe in it as religion but more like you believe it because all the predictions sometimes right. haha. I always get excited if there is a zodiac prediction every day, sounds stupid but yeah, I do believe in it. 

And today, just checked my Sign on twitter and I was so surprised as if they know my feelings lately.

it says...

ZodiacFacts: #Sagittarius don't like when someone is being mysterious. It makes them wonder what you're trying to hide.

ZodiacFacts: Prove your words with your actions. #Sagittarius like people who do as they say.

ZodiacFacts: The Greatest Weakness of a #Sagittarius is their lack of expression in their feelings and         emotions and glossing over problems.

ZodiacFacts: A #Sagittarius is to busy living their life to be worried about what the next person is doing.

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Gosh, I think they can read our mind, it mostly what annoys my thought in the past few days.....

So, this all about the girl who met a French guy in some bar, they talked, they laughed, they kissed, they exchanged number, he texted her, they met again, talked again, laughed again, and they met again in the next day, they went to the some historical places, they talked again, they laughed again, they had lunch and they went home separately.

After all those kind of activities that they had, he didn't texted her anymore at that day and the day after but when she arrived home and checked her facebook out she got a friend request from him. But it doesn't mean that she have to make a first move and she doesn't she think she should even if she would but she wont. she thinks he has to chase her if he wants to. No, he have to. cause he is a guy. (yeah, girls world first problem) haha.

And she finally asked to her friend who introduced her to that guy "hey, what I'm supposed to do? he haven't texted me after that day. I think he just not that into me" and her answer was "why don't you try to text him first? In France it's normal if a girl text a guy first. you have to kick your indonesian thoughts out for frenchguy's sake. you have to follow their flow."

Oh well, she changed her mind then and she saw him online on facebook and she chatted him for curious's sake! and all went well. they talked like they used to and suddenly she was shocking when he asked her a random question that she rarely got from a foreigner. Fyi, He's so cute as hell and funny as well but he's lil bit shy. But frankly said that shy guy doesn't kiss a girl in the bar, but who cares? haha. Anyway, they still keep in touch till now.

So in this case, Zodiac prediction helps her a lot to solve her problem, I meant after she have read all the predictions now she knows which way that she should have to take if this kind of situation attacks her. It was right, she doesn't like a guy who trying to be mysterious and she can't stand on something which is uncertain (like he wants her but he doesn't show his effort, etc) and she might have lack of expressions and too naive (yeah because girl usually do that to attract guys right? haha) and she hates when she over think too much about this kind of stuffs. So, if you're curious just make a move but not too much and stay classy. haha. Last but not least, not only zodiacs but friendship indicates a lot for the next level. So lads, ask your friend or his friend to be more cooperative. haha.

"Memories can be forgotten so I try to create tangible evidences of my life. I capture things, like fireflies at night, like valuable jewels and my camera transforms itself into treasure chest, holding my life's worth. I explore the open world and whether it be a real adventure or an intimate moment, it is save inside of my treasure chest; my jar of fireflies."

It's Been a Year!

Been a year of missing some people and a city that you've been in love for the rest of your life is like you have a multiple sickness! it hurts, even words can’t explain it.

It's 2013, Lads!

So, yeah it's 2013 motherfunkyyyyy!! oh well, 2012 was beyond amazingly amazing for me. So many ups and downs; unforgettable moments, crazy foreigner friends, sad yet silly love story, infinite experiences were all in one package.

Hari ini, tanggal 6 Januari tahun lalu, aku dan Orin lari-lari di Bandara Soekarno-Hatta dengan koper besar menuju ruang check-in tiket pesawat karena hampir ketinggalan pesawat menuju Ukraina. Hari ini di tahun lalu, petualangan baru dimulai. aku rindu masa-masa itu, aku rindu terbang dengan pesawat (sound so tacky, isn't it?) aku rindu salju, aku rindu murid-muridku, aku rindu teman-teman gilaku, aku rindu makan di restoran pizza langgananku, aku rindu menikmati coklat panas sambil melihat salju berjatuhan di Hochu Cafe. Ah, If I had a time machine and If I could turned back the time. I want to back to that time, when everything turns white and when everything looks exciting.

Pergantian tahun ini aku melewatinya dengan teman-temanku bersama bule-bule gila dari proyek yang lagi aku kerjakan sekarang. Pesta pergantian tahun yang sederhana, di salah satu rumah temanku. Pemandangan yang disajikan disana sangat indah, aku bisa melihat kota Bandung yang dipenuhi lampu dan kembang api sebelum jam 12 teng. Aku merasa beruntung, dikelilingi orang-orang baik disekitarku. Sahabat-sahabatku, ayah ibuku, teman-teman sepermainanku, rekan kerjaku, They are all awesome!

Dan pastinya di tahun 2013 ini aku sudah punya short term goals yang harus aku capai!
1. Graduate from this fucking 5 years of study like real soon!! (hope I could killed the laziness)
2. Could drive a car before my driver license expired.
3. Solo traveling as a real backpacker (without my green luggage).
4. Find a job with a great salary that could buy me a fancy thing (ngelunjak).
5. Lose weight (the hardest thing to do so far)

So everybody let's say amen to that! AMEEEEEEEEN....!

Chacha :')

When Lviv already covered by snow, Chacha just Instagram this picture for me and it's just so sweet :')

Love you heaps, Chacha.

Another 3rd of December, Another Age Has Come and Another Happiness Comes Around.

Thank you Lord for give me ups and downs in life. I cannot say thank you enough to You, how can You be so kind to me while I'm always show the worst part of me. You gave me an amazing family, you give me a tough mom, a supportive dad and a wise brother. My life so wonderful, you sent me a joy by giving good people around me. I cannot explain how happy I am and how blessed I am. Thank you for giving unforgettable lesson I've experienced in life, I  have never been so happy before. You know that I am not an expert prayer, You know that I had a million reason to not to pray but You always heard my plea. Oh God, Thank you for caring me from I had nothing to have something (even it's not that brilliant but it makes someone proud of me). Thank you God, for my sweet 23rd.

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Lviv, The Exotic City in Eastern Europe.

It’s such a pleasure ever been to Lviv. Ada kebanggaan tersendiri yang muncul didalam diri ketika gue dikasih kesempatan menggunjungi dan tinggal selama 2 bulan buat ikutan Exchange Program dari AIESEC ke negara eropa yang jarang didatangi oleh orang Indonesia kebanyakan. Because European Union is too mainstream. Hehe. gue yang berkesempatan mengunjungi Lviv pada bulan Januari lalu sebelum hebohnya Piala Eropa. gue mendapatkan pengalaman yang tak terhingga dan engga akan gue lupain seumur hidup! gue gue juga dapet bonus untuk menikmati salju (melihat, menyentuh bahkan memakan salju!) rasanya mata ini mulai panas dan mengeluarkan air ketika menyaksikan secara langsung detik-detik turunnya salju pertama (buat gue) di Lviv. Duh, norak! But indeed a dream do come true!

Mungkin ada banyak orang belum familiar dengan kota Lviv, mungkin sebagian dari mereka bertanya-tanya “ada di Negara mana sih kota Lviv itu?” sedikit cerita tentang kota Lviv. Kota Lviv itu berada di sebelah barat Ukraina. Ukraina adalah Negara jajahan Uni Soviet, people in eastern of the country speak Russian and people who live in western speak Ukrainian. Walaupun Lviv bukan ibukota dari Ukraina melainkan Kiev, tapi Lviv ini merupakan pusat kota budaya di Ukraina. Lepas dari bayang-bayang kota Kiev yang megah dengan banyaknya gedung bertingkat yang sangat modern, Lviv merupakan ibukota provinsi yang sangat Indah, hangat, unik dan sangat mempertahankan nilai-nilai budaya yang sangat eksotik, karena di Lviv kalian tidak akan menemukan kereta bawah tanah (Subway/Metro) disinilah nilai ke unikan dari kota Lviv. Lviv juga sangat dikenal julukan dengan “The Little Paris“ ya, karena gaya arsitektur gedung-gedung di Lviv sangat mencerminkan gaya Eropa Barat. Lviv is like a heaven for Chocolate, Coffee, Beer and Vodka lovers!

City Center (Old Town)

            Pusat kota Lviv  dimasukkan ke dalam daftar UNESCO warisan nasional, terdiri dari Rynok Square, Opera House, Freedom Avenue dan banyak bangunan tua, gereja dan tempat-tempat lain. Setiap bangunan yang unik dan layak untuk dilihat. Lviv City Center salah satu perkotaan yang paling indah di Ukraina. Bangunan yang sangat terpelihara dengan baik dan jalan-jalan batu yang indah. Pada saat musim panas banyak sekali orang-orang yang menggelar tikar di taman sambil menikmati udara atau hanya sekedar bersenda gurau dengan teman sebaya sambil menikmati ice cream. Di City Center sering sekali mengadakan festival, gue datang bertepatan dengan moment perayaan Natal Ortodoks. Ya, umat ortodoks merayakan Natal pada tanggal 7 Januari, pas gue dateng disekitar Opera House diadakan semacam Teater buat ngerayain Natal dan banyak banyak banget booth-booth dari yang jual makanan sampai souvenir khas Lviv dan pada bulan Februari dalam rangka merayakan hari Kasih Sayang atau Valentines Day diadakannya Lviv Chocolate Festival selama empat hari berturut-turut. This one was the best festival overall! 

(ini Festival Natal Ortodoks)

(Lviv Chocolate Festival)

Lviv Chocolate Factory

Kota Lviv adalah “surga”nya bagi penikmat Coklat, bagi yang mengaku penggila coklat tapi belum menikmati coklat khas Lviv berarti bukan penggemar coklat sejati. Hehe

Tempat yang terletak di City Center ini menjadi tujuan utama para turis yang datang ke kota Lviv. Di Lviv Chocolate Factory Ada sebuah kafe kecil di lantai pertama dimana lo dapat menikmati apa pun yang terbuat dari coklat mulai dari secangkir cokelat hangat sampai kue dan kue kering.

Di lantai kedua ada dapur dimana lo dapat ngeliat gimana cokelat dibuat, seperti museum mini. Kemudian kamu diajak ke lantai dua, tempat ini seperti restoran prasmanan dimana lo dapat mengambil cokelat yang lo mau beli. Coklat disini benar-benar enak dan harganya juga sangat bersahabat. A must visit place in Lviv especially if you have a sweet tooth or just want to grab a desert :p

Opera House

            Arsitektur Opera House yang sangat terkenal di Ukraine ini sangat klasik dan mengesankan, sayang gue engga sempat masuk ke dalam untuk menyaksikan pertunjukan Ballet disana. gue sih udah cukup puas ngeliat uniknya arsitektur bangunan ini (padahal sih dalam hati pingin masuk). engga usah lama-lama deh sedihnya, Opera House ini mempunyai Restaurant yang sangat unik, terletak disamping gedung, tempat ini ada dibawah tanah Opera House. Menu yang ditawarkan sangat menggugah selera makan dan harganya juga sangat terjangkau. Walaupun gue engga bisa menyaksikan pertunjakan Ballet, setidaknya perut gue keisi makanan enak :p 

Vysokyi Zamok (High Castle)

Lviv High Castle tidak benar-benar sebuah kastil. Pada dasarnya itu adalah sebuah taman yang terletak di bukit tertinggi di Lviv. Hanya ada beberapa reruntuhan kastil bersejarah yang tetap terjaga buatan Union of Lublin, gundukannya terletak di puncak bukit.  Pada awalnya guemales banget buar pergi kesana, karena gue harus menghadapi kenyataan bahwa gue harus menanjaki ratusan anak tangga dan melenyelusuri jalan-jalan yang terjal. Well worth the 45 minute climb to the top and my feeling was definitely right! Ratusan kali gue jatuh dan kepeleset didukung oleh sepatu yang licin dan medan yang curam serta jarak pandang yang kurang jelas (kebetulan banget pada saat itu lagi hujan salju) tapi pemandangan pada saat itu menurut saya sangatlah mengagumkan, everything was snowcapped and even more amazing. Duh norak! When I got there the view was pretty incredible though it was covered by fog. Totally worth to climb!

(ps: it would be better if you go there with your lover. seriously.)

Lviv Ratusha (Town Hall Tower)

            Ratusha adalah gedung balai kota yang berada di jantung kota Lviv (Rynok Square). Gedung ini sama halnya dengan Monas di Jakarta yang membuat berbeda adalah Ratusha tidak memiliki elevator untuk naik maupun turun. tinggi gedung ini kurang lebih 65 meter dan lo harus banget ngelewatin kurang lebih 408 anak tangga untuk mencapai puncak, and it takes like forever to get on top. Seriously. Engga beda jauh dari High Castle, Ratusha juga menyuguhkan pemandangan kota Lviv yang indah dari atas gedung. Kayanya di Lviv ini banyak banget gedung-gedung yang membutuhkan kesabaran ekstra untuk mencapai puncak teratas. Gue rasanya hampir mati kena Asma kalau di ajak main sama si Christina. Hobinya naik turun tangga.

            Bisa dibilang berlebihan sih, tapi I do really in love with this city and the people in it. Selain orang-orangnya yang sangat ramah, Lviv ini surganya makanan! Makanan khas Ukraina itu luar biasa enaknya. Lebay? Engga ah! Sup khas Ukraina yang berwarna merah darah ini bernama Borsh itu juara 1 buat gue, walaupun banyak yang bilang rasanya hambar, tapi sup yang terbuat dari sayur Beet dan dicampur dengan sour cream ini, enak banget!  Ada juga makanan yang bentuknya mirip banget sama dumplings yang dikenal dengan nama Varenyky ini makanan favorit gue selama disana, yaa karena selain makanan ini sih yang paling praktis dimasak selama disana, karena di supermarket banyak yang jual Varenyky instant. Varenyky ini biasanya diisi dengan kentang, cherry, meat (it can be beef or pork) and cheese. Dan masih banyak lagi makan-makan enak lainnya. Untuk masalah harga lo engga perlu khawatir, I think Ukraine is the most cheapest country in Europe. Karena Ukraina itu bukan European Union jadi mata uangnya bukan Euro melainkan Hyrvna (dibaca: Grivna). Pheew~

Spent 47 days in Lviv were not enough for me. Seriously. I promise will come back to Lviv in Summer, I’m enough with the snow! 

SNEAK PEEK : EASE MAGAZINE PHOTOSHOOT 4TH EDITION!

My first contribution as a Fashion Stylish for EASE Magazine.

I think no one knows about EASE Magazine.

EASE Magazine is AIESEC free-magazine. it’s created by Communication Functional in AIESEC LC Bandung, for our real contribution to inspire young people around Bandung.

Model:

Anda Andika

Nestya

Fashion Stylish:

Vincentya Stella

Make-up:

Nindya Paisan

Wardrobe:

Jizeeru by Gisela Febriana

Accessories:

Moth Jewelery by Larasati Dewangga

PoLOVEroid

I just scanned my polaroid films that I took in Lviv. these pictures bring so much memories to remember :')